Deepened Concern

Today I felt I need a new love song, one new great love song that describes my feelings. I feel so inspired, energized, happy, and once again in a cloud nine. This feeling comes so strange to me, though I had a six-month long relationship before. This time I feel so renewed and ready to hit-me-baby-one-more-time.

We had a very casual and promiscuous start. We just met yesterday, (I really dont think if I needed to include that information, it might just spoil the thrill, but thinking this is a homosexual relationship, it is normal.) so fresh and steaming yet deepened concern.

Deepened concern.
Now forget the love song, now this is about keeping Vincent. You have no idea how hard the situation is. I think I was wasted out of my promiscuousity. Damn, so wasted. I dont wanna say it explicitly, but it concerns my health, "our" health. You got me? D-S-T, just revolve around thise letters and come ride with my story. (Then a big pause and deep breath there.) Now, Im feeling this' right, but screwed it up. Should you conclude I definitely love this guy because I was concern about him about us? I was never concerned or anything for the other guys I've sex with. Im just crazy deeply afraid and guilty that I might gonna lose him. Please God, give him wisdom and enough room for undestanding. This is a big urge.

Guys, I hope we'll see next time again. I hope things will gonna work out.
Just droppin' by.